realisation about god and his love towards humanity

i always considering myself as superior suddenly on the path of failures gets afraid tensed realising about it works smoothly and my mind gets controlled by the gods blessings failure is exception for my life from failure i realised and began my journey towards optimistic thinking and within these years became responsible caring walking on the grounds firmly god is happy he does not harm anyone teaches us the right values of life and blesses us thank you god bless you all